Hello,
Not having a very good evening/night again. Didn't really have a great day either...slept for most of it as I woke up with a migrane.

....I can't remember what I did today....?

Oh yeah, well I got up at about 12:30pm as again I didn't sleep till gone 2:30. There must be something about that time that sleep just takes over me. Anyway, got up...well got out of bed anyway....I havn't managed to get dressed in a while  just been staying in my pjs. Then...I....I...erm. I really couldn't have done that much if I can't remember???

Oh my headache came back I think so I went back to bed and stuck a Simpsons DVD on for a while till I fell asleep again. Woke up at......about, must have been 5pm cause my Mum said it wouldn't be long till dinner and we have dinner at 6pm.

Had dinner and that's about it. Very uninteresting. I'm quite bad at the moment, really down and having SI and suicidal thoughts again.  All I want is someone to leave me in a room, hand me a blade and say it's ok.

x-Bliss-x