Well I didn't have to wait long for my second opinion appointment. It's tomorrow at 9:00am so I don't have to wait long at all. It's with one of my pdoc's associates so he will have filled him in on the background.I can't believe how quick he's arranged it for me. Mind you I was crying in my appointment anyway but as I came out I just completely broke down. Luckily my mum was with me though. She said his face was a picture...he just didn't what else he could.I'm glad it's with this certain pdoc though as the other one he had in mind I saw before whilst I was in hospital. He just didn't have a very nice manor.I'm feeling on edge again tonight but my 7.5mg Mirtazapine worked really well last night so hopefully I'll be knocked out again tonight. I fell asleep at about 11pm last night and didn't wake up till 12pm this afternoon! Had my breakfast and then I went back to bed and was napping till 6pm! Least I've caught up on a lot of sleep though.I hope tomorrow goes well and I hope he will still allow my Mum in. I have trouble remembering things that have happened and the times they've occured. My Mum always helps to remind me. Plus I had one appointment with the cognitive therapist before and he wouldn't let her come in. When I came out...I couldn't really remember a thing that had happened. My Mum was asking me how it went and I was just like O_OI'm also hoping that my pdoc will have already filled in a lot of my background history because I don't think I'm going to be in the right state to go all the way back to the begining, but hopefully he'll know that. I'd rather he just ask me straight questions that I can answer rather than just trying to get me to explain everything.Anyway, going to take a quick look around the boards then try and get some sleep as I'm going to have to get up at 7am tomorrow....on the Mirtazapine....that should be fun. I'll update on how the appointment went tomorrow. Night.x-Bliss-x
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I hope that it gets better. I know it will. We all love you. *many hugs are being sent your way ;).)