Second opinion: Same dxJust got off the phone to my pdoc and both therapists agreed that that it is just Bipolar. It's a relief, I'm not going completely loopy after all. I made another appointment to see him on Monday so I just have the weekend to get through now.The other pdoc suggested that I try cognitive therapy again but only once I'm stable as it just won't work and will end up being counter-productive. So that's on hold for the moment.My pdoc has also said that the only change he might want to make is to take me off the Depakote and try another mood stabilizer as my moods are just fluctuating way too much still but he'll be discussing that with me on Monday.As for the surreal feelings and the stuff I mentioned in my last post, the second opinion therapist agreed that it is just very high anxiety and that hopefully it should calm down now I am back on the Mirtazapine.At the moment despite the good news my mood is still not letting me appreciate it. I feel very anxious and I'm having the self harming thoughts quite a bit. Last night was the same and I wasn't able to update you as I took my Mirtazapine at 8:15pm to knock myself out and just went straight to bed. I think I'm going to go at a similar time tonight as I'm feeling the same. Will update tomorrow to let you know how my day went.x-Bliss-x
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