Just got ready for bed again and it's 10:33pm. Hoping to get another early nights sleep. Although there is an indian family who have rented a hall across the street from us for some kind of party and there are LOADS of people there. The music is really loud and they're playing their drums too..
..I forget their proper name. I suppose for parties it's still quite early so we can't really complain. Just as long as they turn the music down after about 11 - 11:30pm. Luckily my bedroom is the other side of the house so the worst of it is drowned out.
Had an OK day today I was playing guitar hero for most of it. That was untill about 6 o'clock and then my mood suddenly crashed again
I got very tearful and could have quite easily just started punching the walls and screaming at the top of my lungs. Mum was trying to suggest Yoga might be good but I just knew I couldn't because I didn't trust myself to be left alone. I thought I might lose it if I was. To take my mind off it me, Mum and my brother sat and played Monopoly for a while. It wasn't really a proper game more just to keep me occupied so we didn't actually finish it.
So that's it for today really. Argh! That music is driving me insane!!! Right, I'm going to read for a bit and then hopefully my Mirtazapine will kick in again and I'll fall asleep. Night everyone!
x-Bliss-x
..I forget their proper name. I suppose for parties it's still quite early so we can't really complain. Just as long as they turn the music down after about 11 - 11:30pm. Luckily my bedroom is the other side of the house so the worst of it is drowned out.Had an OK day today I was playing guitar hero for most of it. That was untill about 6 o'clock and then my mood suddenly crashed again
I got very tearful and could have quite easily just started punching the walls and screaming at the top of my lungs. Mum was trying to suggest Yoga might be good but I just knew I couldn't because I didn't trust myself to be left alone. I thought I might lose it if I was. To take my mind off it me, Mum and my brother sat and played Monopoly for a while. It wasn't really a proper game more just to keep me occupied so we didn't actually finish it.So that's it for today really. Argh! That music is driving me insane!!!
Right, I'm going to read for a bit and then hopefully my Mirtazapine will kick in again and I'll fall asleep. Night everyone!x-Bliss-x
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