Managed to get to sleep at about 3am last night which was better and I didn't get up till 1pm! I felt a bit better this morning, bit brighter but once again nightfall has taken that away from me. I'm left feeling just as lost, confused, down and scared as I have for the past week.One more day I keep telling myself...one more. But it feels like torture. Even when Monday comes my appointment isn't until 4:30 in the afternoon and that wont give any instand relief anyway. If my pdoc decides to change my meds it's going to be another 3 to 4 weeks before their effects kick in. I don't know how much more I can stand. As it is I could quite easily bash my head against this wall I'm sitting next to. It's driving me mad!I don't really know what to do with myself at the moment. I feel like there is a war inside my head with my thoughts telling me to do different things. I'm just going to wander the boards I guess and try and keep away from walls.x-Bliss-x
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Oh Sweetie...I know exactly how you feel. I get to wear I\'d want to ram my fist through the closest wall at hand, but have to remind myself that would probably just make life worse for me. You can talk to me when you need to...I am here for you. Life gets better dear, just hold on.
Oops hee hee...I was so into what I was trying to say I spelled where wrong lol =) Have a better day anyway lol =)
I hope the pdoc can help with your med\'s. I know it takes awhile for new med\'s to kick in, but please be patient, b/c it is worth it.
Hang in there
-michelle