arfie
Status: knowledge is all past tense. i can't **know** a thing until it has already happened. stay in the present tense. stay ignorant.
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Should I believe in the projects I sorta kinda have going here on the job site? I have already been here for five months in this go-round. The last go-round was five months. The initial survey was a...
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Tiggy is officially legal again. I feel reasonably secure that the psychotic episode triggered by his remediation is stable. Reasonably. Again I wish for a physical test to measure the passing of a...
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Proof available, but still looking like more work than benefit in the research department. I believe will simply trust the memory that I was in the second half of 5th grade when my parents moved us...
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Hubs has been on pins and needles for the past week or three. The telecommuting option is officially here. He cleaned out the desk he has occupied for 12+ years yesterday afternoon and? ? ? A new...
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Again I wish for a clear finish line in the Therapy Goals. Maybe a blood test to provide definitive proof that the illness has run its course? An x-ray which proves the calming of neural pathways?...
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One of my first repressed memories to emerge in my amnesia therapy sessions was CM, a Junior High Socialight who had grown bored with the trappings of her station and targeted me as her way out. It...
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Since the first time I walked this property in 2013, it has felt far more like an herbal wonderland than a dairy farm. Investment acreage tends to be that way. The long neglect from the Weed Warrior...
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Time relativity strikes again. The weekend went entirely too fast. The good times definitely move faster than the hard times. It appears that B is clearly under review for a place in this poorly...
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The parts are in. The rental car is arranged. Tiggy is formally scheduled to start work on Monday. Estimated time in shop: 3 to 5 days.This has been a comparitively busy week. Comparing it only to...
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Nerd Alert. Tech history reviewA place where my opinions were brutally shot down in the computer development circles was where Microsoft begin their drive to tap in to the plug and play market being...
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Is the Breach of Contract yaddah in the River Region finding its closure? There are legal threads of it still wipping in the wind, but in my strictly personal dialect, the current closure would be,...
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The warm glow of the magical weekend with Hubs and GS is fissuring far enough into other, less idyllic cracks in my life to create some gratitude that I had prepped my Manic Euphoria tools. My...
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Was it a magical weekend? My bipolar therapy is on the lookout for "Manic Euphoria," but. . . I remain faithful that magic (by whatever name) really does happen. Proof irrelevant. My bipolar therapy...
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Yesterday's radical acceptance seems to be holding steady this morning. No compulsive over-analyzing or dramatizing. Let a fact be a fact dressed in over-tones of loving compassion.A shift in the...
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A psycho-techniqe which I began using in the 1976/77 therapy set which resulted in the "Therapy Funeral" in the Shawnee National Forest in August of 1977 is, "Timed reflection." The theory was that...
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