arfie
Status: knowledge is all past tense. i can't **know** a thing until it has already happened. stay in the present tense. stay ignorant.
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I was p-wording to be on my way to the river region on Monday (tomorrow), but I don't believe that is going to happen. The face injuries met with the 50 degree temperature drop and I feel like shit....
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"Planning" is the P-word which I am most afraid to say out loud these days. "Prayer" and "Piss" remain the more politically charged word, but in my own strictly personals, "Planning" seems to be a...
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Am I fit to drive yet? I look even uglier than usual, but I'm breathing through both nostils now. Seldom both nostrils at once, but the phlegm squeezing through the swollen passages has been mostly...
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I tripped over Mojo Dog in the dark hallway on my way to the bathroom this morning. Landed full force on my nose and upper lip. Ouchus Maximus. . . Blood gushing everywhere. . . Three or so hours...
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I have long believed there is a direct correlation between my compulsive rearranging and my psychic healing/growth process. In the times I have no personal possessions to rearrange, I will rearrange...
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3 weeks in the homestead and the groundwork is laid for me to head back to the river region this week. I am feeling strong, bonded and gratified on the evolutions between the grand factions of the...
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The chaos of where I fit in, if I fit in, or if I should even try to fit in here in the midst of middle aged children, etc., etc., continues swirling wildly with the mainstream bashing of...
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Testing, one, two, three. . . Have I tweaked my DS streams to an extent which will calm my strictly personal neural pathways rather than adding more voltages in need of balancing? In the development...
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"You remind me of my mom." Somewhere in the past decade or two, this has become the most common phrase I hear from younger adults. I began hearing it from older adolescants in the late 90's....
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The copying portion of the journal back up is done. While packing for possible departure, I have cleared my DS newstream of the most confusing of my critics and contributers. Those critics and...
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The journal copying is tedious, but almost done. Been copying in the pre-blog journal order where the first entry is at the top. When I finally get to the top of the blog order, whatever entry...
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2 pages down and 30 to go.Recent disapproval from several newer group members, alongside the ongoing friction from several older members have riled my flight instincts mightily. Support groups are...
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The Urban Homestead, by proxy, is in the support group headlines today, via a BBC/Canada news article. A painful reminder of the Boom make-over of the humble town this once was. I hate having to...
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I'm feeling much calmer after partying all weekend with Hubs and the Grandkids. The coveted fix was all I hoped for. Again, I am struck by the irony of how difficult it is to get much verbage out of...
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Morning two in the Urban Homestead. Somewhere along the course of my prolific journaling, before the addition of wives, I decided it was counter-productive to journal about my young adult children. I...
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