arfie
Status: knowledge is all past tense. i can't **know** a thing until it has already happened. stay in the present tense. stay ignorant.
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I find myself needing to bully myself into heading back to the river region. I am quite enjoying my time here at the ranch. It is starting to feel like it could, possibly, grow into something bigger...
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This is the first time I have ever used Mother's Day as an excuse for anything. I didn't know my own mother very well, so my earliest awareness of Mother's Day fell into the shrug file with the...
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YS took the GK's back to their apartment homestead Saturday evening. Hubs left early this Monday morning to make the three hour drive to his job before work hours started. I am more or less packed to...
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Hanging the Nature Frame collection felt a bit like unpacking delusions of granduer. Did I ever really feel like this collection was worthy of a public display? For sure, I never got around to...
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Sometimes you can trust the most trustworthy folks in your life to be malicious fuck ups. Yourself included. Every life has points of repressed confusion that defy honest sensibilities. Points where...
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Another week half gone. Time do fun when you are on the fly.A strictly personal superstition has grown within the psychotic relationship which has evolved with the memory of the CPA who helped me set...
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Where did May come from? Have I really been here at the ranch for over four weeks? How did THAT happen? Seven weeks since I left the River Region? !!!No puede ser!!!Instead of packing the lab...
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A family mantra grew somewhere in the convoluted 38 years of ramblings between Hubs and I. "Making ^it^ safe to talk about." I am far from certain, but I believe the seed for the mantra was planted...
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I'm still stalling at the ranch. Not literally. I've been pretty much avoiding the stalls, but they are there and in want of attention, if I want to get literal in my stalling.One of the contractors...
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My last launch out of here went through allot of stalling, too. I'm still at the ranch, spinning my proverbial wheels. All my attempts at packing have only resulted in messes of semi-sorted piles...
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My laboratory dreams might be even older than my river dreams. The seeds were planted in my DNA and nurtured by the likes of Madame Curie and Mary Shelly. The vast majority of my make believe...
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Not much restful sleep yesterday or this morning. I'm definitely sleep saturated. I dedicated most of another day to video streaming on the couch but my muscles complained the entire day.I'll mark it...
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I felt much better and was looking forward to activity when I woke up this morning. Alas, the stamina didn't even hold through guit-chi. My wind is still quite constricted through the remaining...
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Is this a first in my flighty life? I cannae remember a single time that I have returned to one of my abandoned projects. I feel a need to add that I donae believe any project is ever finished. There...
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Today makes a full week since the trip over Mojo dog that left my nose and upper lip a disaster area. The nose seems mostly healed. Mostly. It is still tender and breathing still burns the inside of...
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