Interesting

I think I'm seeing stuff that maybe we all have to see at some point or another. For myself I can have an appetite for extremes. Whether it's self definition on an individual level or going with the group and not thinking much about my own trajectory, it's kind of polar extremes with me. Sometimes when I talk to others it's either a polar eclipse of myself or the the other l, that's kind of how it has been at times with me.

i know at least I believe that I need measures in my life that keep me taking care and achieving and maybe in that sense those positive validation type things that keep me working achieve and surviving are important. I think it's because without them i can get very lost on my path. They provide for my self esteem and pride too. I could say they’re kind of status type things but more emblems of achievement if there's really a kind of difference.