makes sense.......

my mind is jumbled....all of the reasons to self injure makes total sense to me, but i know that no one else understands.....i know that's it's crazy and that no one understands and i accept that....i just....i dunno......this really scares me.....i feel like it's only a matter of time before i make zero sense to me too....when i talk to people i don't mean to fight them on what they say.....deep down i know that it's not my fault and that i'm not to blame, but i feel like i hafta keep blaming myself.....i'm not myself today....i feel like i might cut after work....a/fljshfdohWJLRNWLFJNOSI...that's how i feel