babysitting.....

so last night i babysat an autictic boy and his sister....i babysat from 7-12......i had to put him to bed....i've babysat him twice before....the first time he was asleep the whole time and the second time i had to put him to bed....he woke up in the middle of the night had a fit because i was there and not his mom....when he has his fits he screams, cries, hit you etc. etc....well last night his sister was reading in her room and he was downstairs with him....i didn't want him watching a youtube video that his mom doesn't let him watch either and he had a fit....he screamed, cried, hit me, punched me, kicked me, scratched my face, pushed me, dig his nails into my arm, almost ripped my shirt, pulled my shirt and my bra forward and ripped the gauze off my cuts through my shirt......i was trying to block him, but it was hard....he really hurt me!!!!! when he was asleep i went back to the kitchen and burst into tears....i feel like something is wrong with me.....i feel like i'm doing something wrong.....there's gotta be something wrong with me if i keep getting treated like this......i told his mom that he and i weren't a good fit....i'm not gonna babysit there anymore if all that's gonna happen is me getting hurt.....