arm.........

i'm feeling much better.....i'm just worried that i'm not done getting the urge.....i'm kinda worried that i'm gonna get the urge again and give in.....my arm looks okay......and my arm is killing me!!!!!! i actually lost sleep because the pain in my arm was so extreme...and that's NEVER happened before......it was pretty scary.....babysitting tonight from 7-12 so i should be okay.....i covered my wounds...today at work the mom of the kids that i'm babysitting for tonight saw my arm-the gauze covering the wounds-and asked what happened....i told her that i visited a neighbor and they have a big dog and the dog got excited and scratched me.....not my best lie, and i don't know if she bought it, but i can't worry about that......it's not really her business.....whatever.....i just hope i get some sleep tonight when i get home....