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Status: focusing on my abundance instead of what i lack.
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Back to work after spring break and 10 days off! (i think i would enjoy working part time---lotto????) anyway it was interesting to say the least. busy with life in general: Helped younger son move...
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forgive the negative vibe of this entry. this was my week..... started off the week knowing i was getting ill, had a monday after work dental visit- one and a half hour in the chair for a...
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it seems my life is like a never ending episode of the twilight zone in black and white. or maybe the outer limits where they told you not to attempt to fix your television "we control the...
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first of all Thanks to toto and i am not offended in the least, in fact i am so very appreciative of the support and caring. this is such a long hard road. my husband is a man who does hear the...
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suspicions + confrontation= VODKAfuck.want him out.done
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I just responded to DS discussion post. "what are your expectations for yourself" okay so I responded with the "just for today" poem which is also one of the teachings from my Reiki classes. Just...
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so now i am sitting at my desk at work trying not to cry. having a shitty day at work, parents insane, sister refusing to take my calls, other sister on vacation in sunny florida. i call hubby every...
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i had to cancel my therapy appointment at the last minute yesterday due to a work issue, i was a little irritated because of the nature of the situation, oh well...... my biggest problem, though ...
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okay so i am reviewing my positive reinforcement program (for myself) i am cracking myself up because it is like a kid's sticker reward chart in my head. every time i walk away, hang up the phone, do...
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since i was planning to include a gratitude portion of each journal, and promptly forgot, i will write this entry in gratitude form:the last 6 weeks or so have seemed to be the beginning of relapse...
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things are not great if i find myself journaling almost every day!!!!! i am so suspicious and my instincts have never been wrong. my biggest mistakes in the past have been my denial and my need to...
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yesterday was a tough day for me..... started off with the not really so important ,but frustrating, task of housebreaking my pup (what was i thinking-lol). ... got a speeding ticket on my way to...
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Clearly, my AH is full of s***. As long as I "behave", that is keep my thoughts, needs, requests, etc. to myself and have virtually NO expectations of him, we can live happily side by side. H was...
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therapy session tomorrow afternoon. it has been almost a month since i spoke with her last, and yowsers do i need her ear! rough couple of weeks for me since i as suspicious of hubby's behaviors...
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I let myself get stupid ! now i am so sad because the time has finally come to set into motion all those consequences for breaking our boundary agreements. i have tried to trust, but i am 99% sure...
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