jms7229
Status: focusing on my abundance instead of what i lack.
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i joined this group in August of 2011. I just read through some of the journals I wrote. And I’m so sad. So many years of struggle. So many second chances for him. So much misplaced guilt and...
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my son said this to me the other day and it answers so many questions. But I feel so sad at this time. It was a great summer. Hubby found a new therapist who seemed a good fit for him. He started...
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His rules: He does not give a shit. I shut the fuck up.well then. Then he wants sex with his erectile dysfunction ... boy is that fun. ( btw he does not come to bed at night...
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we had the longest and most pleasant period of sobriety from mid July 2016 until mid November. By Christmas it was all shit again. He again promised to get the drinking under control but didn't even...
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Last night was as bad as it gets. You know what? I am angry. And sad, very sad. And angry. Not about last night as an isolated event, but about all of it. no positive thinking, meditation,...
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it was a fairly nice day. I worked in my garden and generally enjoyed myself. My husband is not all that thrilled that our sons gf is moving in for a shoRt while until they find an apartment...
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so it was a slow day at work I read Women Who Love Too Much, well the second half anyway....... Fantastic information and perfect timing for me. I am reaffirming my commitment to myself and fine...
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I just read my last journal entry, just about one yer ago. Every thing the same with him... No not true his mental state has deteriorated and he just no longer cares (I just don't give a shit) his...
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what I have noticed is that my AH has several separate, yet closely related, personalities depending on the drug du jour. and yes....I have named them!Drunk Guy. An angry bumbling bafffoon, who...
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Some days are harder than others.."........addicts lie, trust your instincts! "
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Well, it is coming into another Holiday Season. My AH falls apart every year. This is only the second time in many years that he entered into the season relatively sober. He has appeared to be sober...
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REMEMBER.....this man is an addict and lier. Do not trust him. This is about to become my mantra. Several weeks ago I finally told hubby that that I was through, just too tired of the whole...
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I am leaving my husband...... That being said wouldn't it be nice if once the decision was made you could just be DONE! STBX, is facing his sixth back surgery sometime this summer, I just cannot...
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Another one of those crazy codependent days........but this time was way different, maybe because I am smarter, wiser, or just worn down, but I really "heard " what he was saying. First came the...
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Wow things are a bit out of control around me, and as I write these words I realize that I can choose to stay outside of the chaos of others.......AH continues to drink, things had slowed down a bit...
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