jms7229
Status: focusing on my abundance instead of what i lack.
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He is driving me crazy...... lately i am noticing that AH is quite critical of EVERYONE, other motorists, ofiice staff of his doctors, nurses, doctors, neighbors, his kids, my family, etc. (he is...
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Here is a re-cap of last week. I am aware that my husband is still drinking. In each"Heartfelt" conversation he assures me that my suspicions are unfounded because he "would never want to hurt me...
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I was not going to rewrite the lost entry, but this morning's "laundry incident" was just too ....?something?.... But after my rant on the discussion page, I got that out of my system. Drunk or...
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i haven't written here in a while, although i have been writing in my personal journal. the reason being i have needed to write crazy stupid shit like : how much i HATE the way he drinks his iced...
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sometimes anxiety is ANXIETY, sometimes ANXIETY is crazy, but what i am looking at right now: crazy is just plain crazy. there is a medication for that. (ha! there's an app for that). my...
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Ya know...... I don't really care too much any more , but my suspicion is that he is using klonopin tranquilizers again. wouldn't be so annoying if he was tranquil. makes him defensive and weird....
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A calm weekend. I spent it doing mundane yet enjoyable household and gardening tasks. For the most part i ignored my husband's misery and suspicious behavior. Once or twice I had to remove myself...
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Now is time to focus on the positive. I have a good friend who just started posting his gratitude journal on fb since he spends so much time there and wont forget. great idea!! Last night I met...
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I have spent this entire weekend posting insane rants about Prince Charming and his issues..(ha ha :i can almost hear you readers saying "YES,yes maam you certainly have! LOL). so i thought i should...
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Dear Prince Charming,So your medication makes you SEEM drunk? well, with your history my attitude is : stoned is stoned. i cannot apologize for this attitude. you have always used your illnesses...
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okay, so, he has a doctor appointment to have his diabetic medications adjusted. if he was compliant he would not have found out his blood values were too high months ago and not in such a dramatic,...
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Have found myself not even motivated to put thoughts together in a journal entry. Due to financial entanglements and the fact that i freakin" refuse to lower my standard of living (which is modest...
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this disease has made me snap!!!! i do not even recognize the witch that comes out in response to my husband's misery in all areas. i am sick of hearing about his joint/ back pain, how his fingers...
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I havent written an entry i a while so will recap. AH started drinking again, also had tranquilizers, and now i discover probably pain meds as well. When I confronted him several weeks ago...
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Although I am quite secure in my decision to completely separate emotionally from my husband, and feel a weight lifted from my shoulders, it still has a weirdness to it. Probably since we live in the...
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