and totally not incontrol of my emotions!!! i feel great but now i want to cry and harm!!! flicking a hair band on my finger coz that hurts more than on the wrist. Arh whats wrong with me?!
Are you sure the hair band is helping anyway? Its not good if your still harming yourself with it, though I guess its a lot better than cutting. But doesnt the hair band constantly remind you of harming and make you want to do it more?
I found that, actually - it\'s not the same intense pain as cutting, but it\'s still pain. I kinna thought of it as my nicotine patch of the self harm world!
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Are you sure the hair band is helping anyway? Its not good if your still harming yourself with it, though I guess its a lot better than cutting. But doesnt the hair band constantly remind you of harming and make you want to do it more?
Hugs x
I found that, actually - it\'s not the same intense pain as cutting, but it\'s still pain. I kinna thought of it as my nicotine patch of the self harm world!