gkg21
Status: I have overcome many obstacles in my life. Grief, I cannot overcome. It lurks in the shadows, waiting, waiting. It comes, as someone said,
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Monday, Aug.4, '08: It is crazy HOT! We did not go on the houseboat yesterday and I am glad! Mark had to work so we are going this coming Sat. It will be better 'cause the temps should just...
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Wednesday, July 30: Well, I went to the cemetery last night just before dark. I sprinkled all the old coffee grounds/dirt on Scott's grave.(He saved those so long..the bottom was moldy) I felt...
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Mon. Night, July 28: I have been attempting to clean my laundry room. Now some of you with neat, tidy, laundry rooms probably won't understand. This, not so large, room has my washer/dryer, an...
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Mon. Night, July 28: I have been attempting to clean my laundry room. Now some of you with neat, tidy, laundry rooms probably won't understand. This, not so large, room has my washer/dryer, an...
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Friday Night-July 25th- I think I am almost ready to pack Scott's things away. Chris, Adam, and Craig will go through the clothes first to see if there is anything they want. I then, thanks to...
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Wed. Night, Late: Holy Cow!....it is so hot and humid! I really shouldn't complain too much 'cause I really hate the cold. But, this humidity is crazy! I can't stay dry! Of course, I have...
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Monday night, July 21st. First of all...the dog has GOT TO GO!!!! I don't know where 'cause the shelters are full and no one seems to want him. I got home, after being gone 3 days, and he has...
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Sunday, July 13: Thanks to all of you reading and who have read my journal! You are all my heros. Answer to a few questions.....Yes, I am depressed. Yes, I do take an antidepressant. Yes, I...
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Sat. night, July 12th.: Each day I get up wondering what the point is. Most days, there is none. No motivation. At all. Oh, there is work to be done at any given time. But do I care about...
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Thurs. night, July 11: Once again I cannot sleep. I sleep at all the wrong times! I posted 8 new photos. I hope all of you reading will check them out. I even have one of my "picnic buddy".I...
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JULY 9th, Wed.: For a change it was a fairly decent day. A "newer" friend came over and we floated in the pool all afternoon just chatting. That was nice. We are also trying to hook her younger...
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Whew....my 2nd Fourth of July without Scott! I can't believe it! It just seems like a minute ago. It was really hard watching my other 2 "boys" shoot off fireworks without Scott here. He...
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Friday eve., July 3, 2008: Mostly today was frustrating. I called the SS office to inquire about the status of Scott's benefit. My last call was in May. The hearing was in March. Anyway,...
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Wed. eve., July 2: I am better today. I don't know why. I spent some time in the pool and that helped although I can't relax the way I used to. I gave my old metal lawn chairs a 2nd coat of red...
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Monday eve.: Don't know how I really feel today. I slept most of it away. Do I care???? Not so much. But I do get frustrated because then I don't get anything done. Although, I probably...
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