gkg21
Status: I have overcome many obstacles in my life. Grief, I cannot overcome. It lurks in the shadows, waiting, waiting. It comes, as someone said,
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First of all, thank you to all you wonderful people who put up with my sorry self! Don't know how I would do this without you! Yesterday was the 11 month anniversary of Scott's death. I have...
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I don't really have the energy to journal right now but just want to let everyone know I appreciate you so much! Peaceful wishes to all.
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Mon. Night-Late: I am so frustrated! I cannot seem to get over this huge hump! I have been so sad, so meloncholy, so BLAH! I try to count my blessings. I really do have many. But, they seem...
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I want to say, 1st of all, thank you, to all, for your support, comments, and good thoughts. I am not being much of a friend right now. I haven't been sending many hugs, messages, etc. But,...
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Sun. Night: Not a horrible weekend, for the most part. I slept most of Saturday. I needed it! Hubby and I had quite the heart to heart Friday night. It was painful but good. He went...
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Thurs. Night...LATE! I am trying to remind myself of what Heloise, Ann Landers, or someone like that said...."It is a blessing to have bills arrive in my mailbox & that people trust me to owe them...
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This is a looong week and it is only Tuesday! I am tired. A fairly decent day at school except for the fueding teachers. Chris came by after school to see what sound equipment the school needs...
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"Old Blue Monday"...that is what my Grandma would write in her diary every Monday. I understand. I was a bit pensive today but made it through. Scott's income tax refund came Sat. It is a...
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It's Friday again! The Dr. appt. took a long time! I had the icky p-test, EKG, chest x-ray, and lab work. Now I have to get a mamogram and a colonoscopy along with seeing an ENT. As I was...
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Thanks again to all who have commented on my journal. I am thinking I will not be going to my sister's ceremony. Originally I was going to meet her and her partner in Joplin. Since we haven't...
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Tues. Night: Today was a bit better but my knee is very bruised. My student got the rest of the week out for tripping me. I can't hold it against him. He is autistic and has his moments. ...
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Monday night: Thanks again to all who comment on my journals! You have no idea how you help me pull myself back. Today was a CRAZY day! A student in ISS tripped me, on purpose, in the hall,...
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Sat. Night: Today was a total melt down day....off/on. I don't know what is the matter with me! I would be ok, then I would just burst into tears! I did get a lot done around the house...I...
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Friday night: What a day!!! I woke up late and was out of sorts to begin the day. Rush, rush, rush! One of my students was a real stinker today and had to visit the principal's office...
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It is 10 mos. today since my Scott left us. I miss him more each and everyday. I still actually get sick to my stomach, the ache is so bad. I still don't know how I will continue to do this...
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