gkg21
Status: I have overcome many obstacles in my life. Grief, I cannot overcome. It lurks in the shadows, waiting, waiting. It comes, as someone said,
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Friday night: What a day!!! I woke up late and was out of sorts to begin the day. Rush, rush, rush! One of my students was a real stinker today and had to visit the principal's office...
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It is 10 mos. today since my Scott left us. I miss him more each and everyday. I still actually get sick to my stomach, the ache is so bad. I still don't know how I will continue to do this...
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I am so thankful to all of you who wrote on my journal and helped me through a very dark moment. These ups/downs are awful! I came home from work early yesterday and slept most of the day &...
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Sun. Night (Mon) First of all thanks to all of you who helped me through a very dark moment! It just kind of came over me. I have been sick. Again. On antibiotics. Again. I think, aside...
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Sat. Night: I am so tired of this! Living, but not. Just doing time. I don't want to be here anymore. Even with family that loves me. I am tired of the pain. I am tired of trying to...
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GOOD GRIEF!!!! Rain and more rain. I am sick of it. The sun came out a bit this afternoon but it was so windy you couldn't really stay out in it. The floods around here are getting serious! ...
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Tuesday Evening: I have had a couple of rough days emotionally but have managed to "pull it off". We went to Chuckie Cheese's yesterday and it was fun aside from crossing one of the busiest...
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Sunday night: As usual everything changes. I planned to go to the cemetery today but never made it. It is only a couple of miles away so I will stop by on my way home from work. I intended to...
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Sat. Night: I posted a photo of Scott's headstone and a T-shirt some of his friends did in his honor, which includes a quote from him emailed to a friend. Please take a look. I felt YUCK...
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Friday Night: TGIF! It has been a hard week for me. I am glad it is OVER! We picked Craig's mower up tonight so that is out of the way. I have to get grocery's this weekend but aside from...
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I am so sad and depressed. I went to counseling today. I was supposed to have EMDR but we just talked, instead. That was ok with me. I cried a lot. Seems the longer Scott is gone the more I...
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Saturday night/Sunday morn.: Okay...I am up waaay too late. I don't care. I spent my WHOLE day shopping for a lawn mower with Craig. My plans were to stay home and do laundry. We did go out...
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Friday: Thank goodness! Another week over! The boys were pretty good this week but the first week after any break is tough for all of us. Next week I will not be in my class very much as I...
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Okay...It is MY stuff that I am anal about. I would be very, very, sad if people stopped commenting! I am so tired today. I think I will be in bed very early. At least I will try. We are...
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Wednesday: First of all, to all of you who wrote, thank you. About the check...thanks for the compliments but in my world there is nothing I can do but try to do the right thing. I just can't...
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