gkg21
Status: I have overcome many obstacles in my life. Grief, I cannot overcome. It lurks in the shadows, waiting, waiting. It comes, as someone said,
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Sun., 9-21-08: This past week has just been OFF! Tuesday, I overslept, things were crazy, I finally just called in for a personal day off. I slept most of the day! That night I went to a...
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Sun., 9-21-08: This past week has just been OFF! Tuesday, I overslept, things were crazy, I finally just called in for a personal day off. I slept most of the day! That night I went to a...
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Mon., 9-15-08: Okay...I am still am somewhat of a high from my contact, yesterday, with Scott. I know it was real. Today, I was taking my little walk before lunch and found 3 pennies in the...
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Sun., 9-14-08: I went to the Post Office a today. Normally I visit the cemetery on Sunday but today I was not going to go. The weather here is YUCK! As I was almost to the P.O. I "heard"...
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Thurs., 9-11-08: Well, it is the night before my birthday. I don't get it. Why am I here and my son not?!??! I get so angry & frustrated about that! I would trade my life for his at any...
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Sat. night, 9-6-08: It has been a long week for a short one! Last weekend was a nice one. Craig and I went to a movie on Monday...that hasn't happened in a very long time! We also went over to...
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Friday, 8-29-08: Whew...I made it through the 1st wk. of school without much incident. Yea! Today we spent most of the day wandering the local mall for a field trip. For our students that is...
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Mon., 8-25-08: Back to school today.... It was a good 1st day. Not a lot of sleep last night. I had anxiety, night sweats, and Craig's snoring to contend with. When I got home today I...
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Sat. night, 8-23-08: I didn't do much today...one load of laundry. I didn't even get it folded. I don't care. I have been reading and floating in the pool. Craig went to a car show today...
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Friday night, 8-22-08: I am not sure how I feel. I am not feeling terrible but not great either. Is this what "normal" feels like? I don't remember. Two more days until school starts. I am...
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Wed., 8-20-08: I don't really understand how this is happening....I am actually beginning to feel a bit better. It scares me. I am not used to it. I am full of anxiety. It is so abnormal to...
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Sunday night, 8-17-08: Just another day...Although, Craig and I did go out to eat tonight. That has not happened for a very long time! It was okay. We even laughed together which is a very...
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Wed. night, Aug. 13, 2008: I am pooped. I have been doing more the past few weeks than I have done in over a year. Today, until the 19th, was my last commitment. I am not making any more! ...
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Sat. night, 8-9-08: It was sort of a wet, grey day today but we went on the houseboat as planned. It is still so flooded, Mark (he is in the photo of Scott in the garage as well as the farmers in...
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Friday, Aug. 8, 2008: My friend from the KC area has come and gone. We had a really nice visit. The 1st day we met with another lady, we both used to work with, for lunch at Olive Garden. ...
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