HMMMMMM????
Monday eve.: Don't know how I really feel today. I slept most of it away. Do I care???? Not so much. But I do get frustrated because then I don't get anything done. Although, I probably wouldn't do anything anyway. A couple of Scott's old girlfriend's came by tonight. That was nice. The girls always loved him. And even when they broke up they always remained friends. He was just too charming not to. I am always appreciative when his friends drop by to see how we are doing. I feel like they are honoring Scott every time they do. He just had no idea how many people loved him. It also shows, that beneath the addiction, he was an awesome guy with true friends even in his death. That makes me so sad, too. There just seems to be no purpose in his death. He was such an inspiration to so many people right on this earth. The only people who didn't like Scott were the ones he didn't want to like him. He never judged people by their looks, wealth, clothes, cars, etc. He didn't like or not like someone because of what someone else thought. He would stick up for the underdog. Oh, I am not forgetting the dark side. But, the dark side was drug induced. It was not pretty and was very frustrating, heartbreaking, and sad. The drugs just won.
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