gkg21
Status: I have overcome many obstacles in my life. Grief, I cannot overcome. It lurks in the shadows, waiting, waiting. It comes, as someone said,
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Tuesday: Mom is ok for the time being. That is a big relief! I am so "homesick" for Scott! Seems like I do okay for a few days and then, BAM, right back down again. The monument co. called...
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Another holiday without Scott.... I took an Easter decoration for his grave the other day. Today I just went and said hello. I know he isn't there but it is a tangible spot to visit. Chris,...
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It is Sat. night for me, Easter Sun., really. My Easter dinner plans have changed. We are having grilled bratwurst, potato salad, deviled eggs, pork & beans, black and green olives, and chips. ...
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I made it through the whole visitation and talked to the parents. The casket was closed so that made it easier for me. I think that will be harder for the parents. It was hard going in the...
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Today was yet another strange one. I met with my ex co-workers for lunch and that was very nice. We were able to visit quite a while. It was such a beautiful day, near 70, so I went and...
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It stopped raining! Good grief...we had 7 inches total. CRAZY! I have to go to the SS office tomorrow. Seems like there is always one more thing that needs to be done in regard to Scott. Of...
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It is WET here! A lot of flooding going on. I am on high ground so that is a good thing. They have opened shelters for those who aren't. One of our local boys was killed today in a vehicle...
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I managed to leave Scott's door open for several hours today. It still is. I will close it before bed. It is 9 mos. today since he died. It has been a hard day but I have had harder. I did...
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Sunday Night: No luck with Scott's door, yet. I will try tomorrow. I have thought about it, but... I have been a complete slug all weekend. Guess I needed to. Craig will be working tomorrow...
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Today has been a really strange one. I slept really late. I hated to waste part of the day but I really needed to sleep. I was just getting ready to leave when there was a knock at my door. ...
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I am officially off work for 9 days! YAHOO! I am so ready for this break! The only day I am planning on going into Springfield is next Tues. I have 2 things I MUST complete during this time...
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I couldn't believe it but when I was washing my hair this morning I actually had a knot on my head from being slugged! It has just been an "ouch" when I brushed my hair or touched my head. A...
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Tuesday Night: Okay..I am going to start opening Scott's bedroom door on Sat. I will have the next wk. off and figure that will be a good time as I will be cleaning, etc. and I won't have the...
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Saw my counselor today. It was a good visit and I didn't fall apart too much. I discussed the whole weekend incident with him and he is in agreement that it was just rude. My assignment for...
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Okay..I am confused. The Compassionate Friend's friends are the ones who wanted to go see Chris. I talked to one of them about noon, yesterday, and it was all confirmed. It the meantime, I had...
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