gkg21
Status: I have overcome many obstacles in my life. Grief, I cannot overcome. It lurks in the shadows, waiting, waiting. It comes, as someone said,
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12-23-08-Tues. Eve.: Yea! I am off work for the next twelve days, including weekends! I am soooo hoping to get well! I am still puny and my nose HURTS from blowing so much! This Christmas is...
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Tues. eve., 12-09-08: I think I am once again emerging for the "Dark Hole". We all seem to visit there, on occasion. I have been pretty much stuck there since late September. Fall is hard for...
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Sunday night, 11-30-08: Okay..I have not worked in five days! Did I get anything done? NO! I have become a big, fat, lazy, bum! I have zero motivation for anything!I take it back! I did,...
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Monday, 11-24-08: Okay....I can do this! One more day of work and then 5 days off for Thanksgiving break! YEA! I am still pretty puny so I am looking forward to more rest! I have been going...
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YUCK is all I can say today! Feel bad, look bad, YUCK!
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Thursday, 11-20-08: It is getting cold again....I hate it! Tonight it will be in the teens. Life seems to be even harder when it is cold! Even going outside is a journey....coat, gloves,...
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Adam finally went to counseling! YEA! It was of his own accord & I hope it helps. We met with a realtor and put our business bldg. on the market. Another YEA! Hopefully it will sell...
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Sat., 10-24-08: I am in a daze! I am feeling crazy! So much going on! There are so many things happening at once that I have waited for, for so long! I got an email from the reporter I did...
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Thurs., 10-23-08: Thanks to all of you for your amazing support! The last couple of weeks have been really hard! Yesterday, Scott's birthday, was horrible! It was cry, not, cry, not, all day...
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Tues., 10-21-08: I am so reclusive right now! I don't even want to be around myself! Scott would be 23 at 8:14 a.m. tomorrow, Oct. 22nd. This birthday seems worse than the last, in many...
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Sat. night, 10-4-08: Today a collection letter, from a local hospital, came in the mail for Scott. It was very upsetting. I returned it with a note informing them of his death and a request not...
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Thursday night, 10-2-08: A 3 day weekend! Yea! I need one. We thought about going camping but the whole business/building thing is up in the air. I am sad on one hand....on the other, I am...
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Monday, 9-29-08: I am still so tired. Today it is more because of lack of sleep. I went to bed at 12:30 a.m. last night...early for me. Craig tossed, turned, got up, cursed, kicked covers,...
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Sunday evening, 9-28-08: I am so tired of this journey! Seems like there is hardly ever a break. Oh, things are different now. But, I still think of Scott at least every 2nd or 3rd thought,...
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Tues., 9-23-08: I saw a Medium today. It was so interesting! It made me, in many ways, feel better. She was reccomended by a friend. This person does this by word of mouth, only. That...
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