I AM SO RECLUSIVE RIGHT NOW!

Tues., 10-21-08:  I am so reclusive right now!  I don't even want to be around myself!  Scott would be 23 at 8:14 a.m. tomorrow, Oct. 22nd.  This birthday seems worse than the last, in many ways.  I miss my son so much!  The ache is so deep and so painful!