BACK TO WORK!

Sunday night, 11-30-08:  Okay..I have not worked in five days!  Did I get anything done? NO!  I have become a big, fat, lazy, bum!  I have zero motivation for anything!I take it back!  I did, almost, finish my Christmas shopping.  I went to a few places Friday evening and got several things.  I am trying to avoid the crowds/people.  I just did no housework, aside from laundry.  I didn't even finish that!  And, I did pay a few bills.  Ah well, in three weeks I will have twelve more days off!Today, I went to Ashley's sons birthday party.  She was a very good friend of Scott's and continues to include me in her life.  She was pregnant when Scott died.  Anyway, it was at Chuck E. Cheese.  Now, that was a stretch!  Craig and I did play a couple of games.  And, I and Masyn, the birthday boy, rode on the huge rocking horse.  We were both afraid! lol  He is only one and didn't have a clue what was going on!  Tonight I have just watched TV, sent a few emails, and that is about it.  It snowed here this weekend.  Flurries, really.  Not much accumulation.  Regardless, Craig has been on call.  Tomorrow he has to go in at 4:30 a.m. to make sure there are no slick spots anywhere.  He gets paid for being on call and will get a couple of hours of overtime, so that is good.  Every little bit helps!  Especially since we still have received no money from our ex-tenant.I thought I would get some work done on my book this weekend.  Nope.  I have even procrastinated on that.  Oh, well.....I did sleep a lot!  I have been puny most all of fall.  I am still coughing and blowing my nose.  I have been on two rounds of antibiotics.  I don't think I will feel well until spring!  I think a lot of it has to do with depression.  I told my son, Chris, I don't think either of us will ever conquer depression.  We are just going to have to learn how to live with it.  I have also come to the conclusion that six months of the year will be bad for me.  From June through December.  There are just too many memory dates in that time period.  Not that other days are much better.  They just don't have such a significant meaning.I really dread going to work tomorrow!  This new teacher....  I have been in contact with our other teacher and am so sad she is leaving for Hawaii tomorrow morning!  I just have to remember why I am there....the boys!  Whatever, whatever!