gkg21
Status: I have overcome many obstacles in my life. Grief, I cannot overcome. It lurks in the shadows, waiting, waiting. It comes, as someone said,
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Thursday, 3-26-09: Funky mood....For the past few days I have really been struggling with depression and missing Scott. I have been off work this week, for Spring Break, and thought it would be...
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3-13-09: It has been a while since I have written a journal,although I have been reading other's. I have been busy, sick, busy! A lot has/is happening these days. I stepped totally out of "my...
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So, another week is gone and another on the way.... I just feel like I go through the motions. I breathe, but don't live. I used to look forward to things. A lot. Now, I try to look forward...
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Sat., 2-14-09: Uneventful Valentine's Day, here. Of course, it never is too exciting. I have been in a bit of a funk all week, though. I always have given the "boys" a small box of...
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Saturday, 1-31-09: Okay...I am just here. I went back to work yesterday. I worked Monday and then Friday. It will be a VERY hard week next week working five days! On Friday our class went on...
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Thursday, 1-29-09: Whew! The weather here has really been something! We missed the big ice storm this trip.....poor Arkansas! That was us in 2007 and 2008. On my way home from work, Monday,...
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Monday, 1-19-09: I go back to work tomorrow. I have had four days off and feel a bit better. I still don't want to go! I am just really getting lazy! I love my job but love just hanging out...
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Monday, 1-19-09: I go back to work tomorrow. I have had four days off and feel a bit better. I still don't wan't to go! I am just really getting lazy! I love my job but love just hanging...
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Friday, 1-16-09: I had big plans for today...doing tax stuff...lol. I didn't do it, though. I drank too much last night and stayed up too late! I just didn't feel good today. My choice. ...
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Sunday, 1-11-09: I actually went to a baby shower today. It was for a "girl" I baby-sat eighteen years ago. I just couldn't not go. I only knew a few people there, so it was really a stretch...
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Thursday, 1-8-09: Yet another missed day of work. I just can't seem to get well. First of all, I overslept. I called in and told "them" I was running late. About an hour later I called back...
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Friday, 1-2-09: Aargh!! Only two more days off! I am not ready! I still have a lot of sleep to catch up on! Seriously, I am blessed to have a job. I know that. There are so many...
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Tuesday, 12-30-08: Whew....another one down. I had a sluggish day, for the most part. I stayed in my p.j.'s until it was time to get ready to meet my friend. LAZY ME! On one hand I feel...
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Monday, 12-29-08: First of all, thank you to all who commented on my journal. It made me feel, if not better, that I was not just being over-reactive! Yesterday Craig and I went to Lowe's...
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Fri. Eve., 12-26-08: I survived my second Christmas without Scott! I made it a point to have a VERY low key day. For the most part, it was. Chris came over about Noon. We had a brunch...
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