Larissa238

I didn't feel like doing a journal yesterday. Geo was sleeping, and so I didn't want to wake him up by turning on the lights, and I didn't want to get out of bed to go to the living room. So I just...

Today the hallucinations weren't as bad. Instead of seeing black dots, I saw white poufs like dandelion heads floating around. I didn't even see that many of them and they weren't threatening....

I finally called my doctor last night about the hallucinations, and when he called me back today he told me to start taking more of my Risperdal. I'm hoping I can stay out of the hospital. I kinda...

Today was a so so day. I wasn't as depressed, but I was getting a lot of hallucinations. I called my friend Kate and she got mad at me for not calling my doctor even though it's been going on for...

I'm depressed for no reason. Geo and I had a lovely anniversary yesterday, and a nice dinner tonight. But I'm feeling so down. I just want to curl up in bed and sleep. Sorry for not posting a journal...

Tomorrow is Geo and my 7 year anniversary. I'm going to cook him steak, zucchini, and mashed potatoes. We are also going to try and go see The Avengers as well. I have a free movie ticket for...

Today I was itching all over due to those darn mosquito bites. I itch everywhere. It's not fun. I have bites on my arms, legs, back, neck, even my face. I have cream for them, but it wears off and I...

Today I walked over 2 miles for the first time in months. I want to start training again for a 5k, and complete it by the end of summer. I don't have too much farther to go... it's only 3.1 miles. I...

I didn't fall asleep until about 1am last night, and I slept until 12:30. I got up to try and get ready for work, but I just couldn't do it. I was just too tired and dizzy. I just ate breakfast and...

Today I had to leave work early because the hallucinations were getting out of hand. I was sitting at the desk and there were just tons of black spots spinning around, and I felt like bugs were...

Today I was showing some signs of depression. I was super tired this morning when I woke up, and so I went back to sleep and slept until 2:30pm (14 hours). I was sluggish all day, I didn't want to go...

Today I finally started going back and doing my walks. I walked about a mile and a half today between walking to the clinic and leasing office. I walked slow, since my tooth is not fully healed and...

Today was another good day, surprisingly. I had a horrible night last night... I was int the bathroom from 3am to 5am. I woke up at 12:30 feeling good, so I got up and got ready to go to work. I made...

Today at Geo's dad's house went well. Normally I have some sort of issue that makes me want to leave early, but today I managed to stay okay. My back and neck are hurting, but I have a heating pad to...

Last night my stepdad was in the hospital for more tests. It turns out he had a big stroke and there's still bleeding in his brain. He now refuses to get any more medical treatment, so whatever...