Larissa238

Today we had a big party at work. It was partially for Mexican Independence Day- it was Cultural Awareness Day. It was a lot of fun, and I ate a whole bunch of bad food, but oh well. I've been so low...

I didn't get to see the good doctor today. I also was depressed, so I forgot to ask about the Depakote level test. He didn't increase it at least. I think I might be able to get another appointment...

That's been my day today. Trying not to scream. I've been going through mood swings so intense that I just get overwhelmed and want to scream. I don't know what mood it is that caused this, but it's...

I think today qualifies as a good day. I woke up before my alarm, feeling okay and went to therapy. I did have some heartburn all day, but other than that there's been no major problems. My therapist...

Today I'm feeling better. They were short on staff at work, so I didn't have to work with the girl that gives me attitude. That made me feel a lot better and a lot less stressed. I met this new girl,...

Today I spent most of the day in bed resting... my chest has been hurting walking back and forth from one side of my apartment to the other sometime, but I'm going to try and make it into work...

I woke up this morning feeling like crap. I slept for 14 hours last night and in general didn't feel good. I saw Geo had eaten a bunch of ground beef I had saved for myself and that hurt. I started...

They sent me to the ER today because I went to the clinic and I said I was having chest pains. They say it's costochondritis, where the cartilage between your ribs over your heart gets inflamed. I...

I realize now that I've been depressed for a while now. It's hard for me to recognize my emotions, so I have to go by clues that show me how I'm doing. I haven't been eating and I'm tired no matter...

I'm already starting to get depressed that I can't find a job. I know I need to have a thicker skin, especially with all my limitations in this economy, but I really thought that I would just have to...

I looked today and they have an open position at the clinic that I qualify for, it's just a full time position and I was thinking part time. I know I can't handle a full time position right now, so I...

This entry was lost as well due to computer shutdown. Oh well. I basically talked about going to a BBQ at Geo's dad's house, and how I had fun despite not feeling well. I just felt okay for the day,...

Okay, so that's a funny title for a journal, but I really did get a ton of meat today. I got like 50 pounds of meat... 20 pounds of chicken, 10 pounds of hamburger, 5 pounds of hot dogs and about 10...

Today I got a lot done. I went to the store and got groceries, I did my strength training at the gym, and got some biking done. I dropped off the rent, and they are going to be increasing the amount...

I went to therapy today and it went well. I talked with my therapist and told her I did a journal last night (private) about the assault and trying to let go of it. We talked about the things I said,...