Larissa238

Today I was mostly down. I didn't have the energy to go into work. Walking the 1/3 mile to the office to drop off rent was almost impossible. I tried going to the gym, too, since I was there and that...

I did a bunch of sleeping. Last night I went hypomanic and was lying in bed at midnight, shaking with energy. I took some klonopin to calm me down and fell asleep. I then woke up at noon feeling...

So we get an extra day this year, and it went pretty well for me. I had my interview with the woman from the BOND program, a program for people on SSDI to keep more of their benefits. I woke up...

I made it into work again today. The whole religion thing has pretty much calmed down. The one woman who prayed with me yesterday was still pushing me a bit, but she was the only one. She was saying...

Today I managed to make it into work. I'm glad since last night I wasn't sure if I was going to be able to make it in. I woke up feeling okay, and so I went in. I find that once I get dressed in my...

Today I was feeling okay until a couple of minutes ago. I was sending a message to a friend, and I was talking about Geo and the surgery and how we had hopes of him getting it done soon with this new...

Today I got a bunch of stuff done. I cleaned the bathroom pretty well.. Geo shaves and cuts his hair in there so there were little snippets of hair everywhere that I had to clean. I've been pretty...

That's about all I did today- go grocery shopping. And managed to spend almost all the money I have left. I needed to get cat food for Angela since the gnats ate the rest of her food, and Geo and I...

Today I managed to make it to work. I went in around 1pm, and worked until 5. I felt good. The woman I was working for today, Tiffany, is very nice and always tells me how much she appreciates my...

Today I went on my longest walk since I got back from LA- 2.5 miles. I did it in 1 hour 23 minutes, so a bit over 30 minutes a mile. I did it without my mp3 player, so that's an acceptable time. I...

I slept like crap last night. I couldn't fall asleep, and then when I did manage to get to sleep I kept waking up for long periods of time. I fell asleep around 11pm and I was up at 1am. I couldn't...

Today I had the day off for the holiday, so I just lay around the house for a while. I didn't sleep the whole day away, just until about 1:30 or so. I had waken up before, but I just didn't want to...

Today I slept and slept. I went to bed around 11 last night, and I woke up at 7am. I knew that if I had gotten up at that time it would have spelled disaster, so I just ate a quick breakfast and went...

Today I just felt so tired. I was awake in the middle of the night for over an hour around 3:30 am. Geo had already gone to bed at 2:30 so I know it wasn't him that woke me up. I had to take some...

So I know I'm depressed now. I think it's because of a couple of things. One is a vicious cycle of depression and work, and the other is over my sister's graduation. The vicious cycle of work and...