Hallucinations getting better

Today the hallucinations weren't as bad. Instead of seeing black dots, I saw white poufs like dandelion heads floating around. I didn't even see that many of them and they weren't threatening. Yesterday I was scared of the clock and fan for some odd reason. The clock is on my side of the bed and the fan is on Geo's side. I don't know why, but I was so paranoid that those things were out to get me. I had Geo lie down with me and calmed me down a bit. After that, he got up and I took a nap. When I woke up, Geo came in and lay down with me and that's when we had our discussion. I'm feeling better and I don't feel as much of a need to go to the hospital. I'm going to try my best to fight this one out. I need to stop being so dependent on going to the hospital at the drop of a hat. I should only go when I can't fight any more.
Mood today was okay... I slept until 4pm off and on. I didn't go to sleep until after 1am this morning, so I needed some sleep. Plus I haven't been getting enough sleep lately, so it was time to catch up. I was low on my calories because of this. I even ate pizza and mozzarella sticks. I don't know what I'm going to do for dinner tomorrow.. Geo wants to try different things with the chicken. There's not much different I can do with what we have here. I would have to go to the store and get different food to serve. I need to learn things to do with chicken breasts. I'm sure there's a ton of things out there, I just have to find them. Oh well, things for another day.