Larissa238

Last night after I went to bed, I woke up in the middle of the night and I had to throw up. It hurt so much, and my throat hasn't fully healed from it yet. I did try and go to work today, but I only...

Today I went and saw my therapist. She said I looked great, like I was losing weight and that my acne was better. She said I looked like I was glowing. I felt pretty good when I was there... I woke...

So I got out of the clinic today. I'm so tired because I didn't sleep well when I was in there. I was next to a woman who screamed all day and night, and so that made it hard to sleep. Actually there...

I'm going to go inpatient for a couple days... see if I can get this whole meds thing worked out. I'm still not well, and want a place where I can feel safe. I mean, I feel safe at home, but where...

Today I kinda lost it again for a bit... I don't know how long it's going to take for this to go away, but I can't wait. The akathesia also came back, but I took my pill for it and it's calmed down....

Today was almost normal. It's Wednesday, which means I don't work. I was thinking about going in today while I was up yesterday, but I wanted to sleep. I got plenty of sleep last night (13+ hours)...

Today I managed to make it back into work. I'm glad, because it gave me a break from the house. I was only there for 3 hours, but it felt good to get back to some sense of normalcy. I'm still not all...

I couldn't do the taper anymore. I'm back on my meds, almost all of them. The only changes I made were to keep tapering the Neurontin, and just taking 2mg of Risperdal. I haven't been hallucinating...

I can't wait until my doctor comes into the office on Monday so I can ask him about this pain. Today the pain wasn't so bad until I cooked dinner. Then I was crying in pain. I spent all day in bed,...

Today I was in bed all day with pain. I was going to go to work, but I slept really bad last night. I was up every hour almost exactly on the hour. I don't know why. I don't know how much more of...

Today is day 6 of the taper. I'm still in pain, but not as much. I did see the doctor today and talked to him about the taper but somehow forgot to ask him about the pain being connected. I'm still...

I went for my walk today, and it hurt. I'm still on heating pads with the pain. It was my hips. I don't know what's triggering all this pain (knee, stomach and now hips) but I want it to go away. I...

Today I've been having problems with my stomach. For most of the morning and early afternoon (when I was trying to get to work) I was in the bathroom. I couldn't go in because what's the use of going...

So far the taper is going well. I'm not going through any withdrawal yet, and I'm at half doses of most of my meds. I have been sleeping well still... I had trouble falling asleep last night, but I...

Today I slept in for fun. I love sleeping, so when I woke up at noon and had nothing to do, I just chose to go back to sleep. I was up for about an hour before I went back to sleep, eating breakfast...