Larissa238

Today I had a bit less pain than yesterday, but I still stayed home from work. My hips are the major thing that is hurting now, and I didn't want to be stuck in an office chair sitting while they...

Today I'm still in pain. The hips joined into the chorus today. I was sitting at work and it causing me pain, so I went home and took a Vicodin. It worked, but it's wearing off now. I have to try and...

When I woke up this morning my wrists hurt. I think I slept on them wrong. Add to that the pain still in my back and legs and you have me not happy. I also had to go grocery shopping today since we...

 Today was just a great day. I went into work and everything pretty much went well. I'm a bit worried that I might have said the wrong thing to the new boss (or temporary boss). She asked me what I...

Today I was pretty content. I woke up with a slight migraine, but it went away with some Excedrin. I woke up early since I had to go see my therapist. I don't know how many hours of sleep I got last...

Tomorrow I go see my therapist, so I have to go to sleep early. I have to be up at 8:30 to catch the bus to see her. I did get a call today from the transit agency and they said my bus pass was...

I went to work today and it went well. I was able to do tasks from start to finish, and the girl I was working for was really happy. I didn't have to ask as many questions, and the day just flew by....

Today was actually a good day. I woke up at my normal time with no problem, hung out in bed for a while while I woke up, and started getting ready. I didn't have too much desire to go back to sleep....

Today I woke up with that same horrible feeling, but I took some klonopin and it knocked me out. I wasn't expecting that, since I only took half a milligram, and it normally takes 2mg to knock me out...

I don't know if it was anxiety or akathesia, but today was horrible. Just horrible. I was flailing in bed, my arms and legs like I needed to be restrained. I was like that off and on for most of the...

I've decided that I'm going to try and slow down my weight loss goals and exercise more instead of going for the intense weight loss that I was trying to do before. I was trying to go for the fastest...

I've had some more time to think about the whole eating disorder thing, and I don't think that I have it yet. I know that I'm restricting and stuff, but I don't have the horrible thoughts that come...

I've had an eating disorder in the past. In high school, I was a runner and was running and walking about 20-30 miles a week. I was also starving myself for days at a time. I managed to lose a lot of...

Yesterday I had an okay day for the most part, but when it came time to do my journal I just didn't feel like it. I gave into my depression and just lay in bed for a while until I fell asleep. I've...

Today is my mom's birthday. I had to call her all day to finally get the chance to talk to her for like 2 minutes. In that time she lamented that my brother hadn't called her yet. My brother is her...