Larissa238

Nothing really happened today. I just stayed in bed like I do on my days off and made dinner. I couldn't go for my walk today because my left knee has been bothering me since I woke up. I don't know...

I made banana bread last night and brought some into work with me. Everyone loved it, and it made me feel good to be productive and add to people's happiness. I just worry every time I bring food...

Today it rained again, something that isn't too common in Miami in the winter. I think since Spring is on it's way that Summer decided to come early. Summer is our rainy season, not winter. I was...

Well, today I got the news from my mom that I probably won't be able to detox up there with her.. her doctor costs too much and with my share of cost Medicaid I won't be able to afford it. The...

Today we had a lunch for the volunteers for appreciation of what we do. It was nice. Some people came by and thanked us, others helped serve the food. I had lasagna and some other stuff that I can't...

Today was another one of those long sleep days I don't have the time to do this tomorrow, since there is a volunteer luncheon that I want to go to at 11am. I think I will sleep well tonight and be...

I like the Neurontin for the most part, it does help with the mood swings, but it turns me into a zombie. I slept from 10pm last night to 3pm today (well, 2pm with Daylight Savings Time) and even...

Today it was nice enough outside to go swimming. The pool was kinda cold, but it was still nice on the hot day. I don't know how hot it was... I didn't turn on my computer to check the weather. I...

 I wrote the letter last night to my stepbrother. I don't know if it's honest yet, so I'm not going to send it. I haven't felt that load off my chest like I did with my brother confronting him. It...

I saw my therapist today. We spent the first half of the session going over my journal from the other day “Forgiveness?” and talking about all the stuff with my stepbrother. She doesn't want me...

Today was an okay day. I didn't feel great, but I didn't spend all day in bed. I did manage to get to the gym and do some of my workouts, which was nice. I didn't walk as much as I wanted because my...

I was talking with Geo tonight about forgiving my stepbrother. I think it's the right thing to do, at least I think I do. Geo says he doesn't know what he would do if he was in my shoes. I was open...

I went in and saw the good doctor, Dr. Miller, today. I walked in since I didn't have an appointment and they saw me right away. I just know what time to get there as a walk-in to be seen right away....

I started taking the Neurontin last night to see if it would help with the mood swings. Besides an anxiety attack today I was feeling pretty good. I even did some of my exercises because I wanted to,...

I've been having bad mood swings all day, so I'm going to try and go to sleep for the night and see if I can sleep them off. Been taking my meds. Also had a migraine for part of the day. Got angry...