JessicaChase

I want to wish all my friends here at DS a wonderful Christmas! I would like to thank you all for your friendship, love, encouragement and kindness! This truly has been an amazing year! Jesus is my...

This has been the best secret Santa event! In my last post I was talking about giving an anonymous gift. I left a small gift at my neighbors door. She posted a question of who was the culprit of the...

It has been a custom of mine on occasion to give a gift to a friend or family member anonymously. It doesn’t have to be very big or costly. It does not compare to their other gifts, because the...

I’ve been incredibly upset by the shooting this past week. I was so overwhelmed with sorrow. It was not until yesterday that I realized what was going on inside me. My personalities were all upset...

I struggled with so much anger these past few weeks. Yesterday I could not get the tape dispenser to work right so I threw it across the room. I was so irritated. I have always avoided my anger. That...

I would like to confront an issue that has been on my heart for a while now. It’s about overweight people. I have lived on both sides of the fence, very thin and very heavy. I have the capacity to...

This is sad. My mind understands the wonderful insights that God shows me, but my actions are not always aligned with His will. I try to depend on my strength that requires me to be obedient to His...

Hi everyone,Hope your Thanksgiving went well.I have been absent for some time now. God’s been leading me into an area that is new for me. It’s about obedience. Romans 6:17 “...become obedient...

Yesterday I was going through some old papers I had with some of my mom’s old recipes and I found a letter from my deceased husband. It was titled “To my perfect wife from a loving husband.”...

Hi! I’ve been gone for a while. I had a lot to process and needed to take some time for me. I’ll be going back to therapy sessions this week. I chose to stay away for 2 weeks. Sometimes there is...

I cancelled my therapy sessions this week. I just needed to be with me. My heart is working on something?!Hugs to my friends!Jessy

 For months now I have been having so many terrorizing dreams that I feared sleep. I feared going to sleep, waking up at night, falling back to sleep. I always had sense that someone was watching me...

As you all know I’ve been going through uncontrollable body memories for a while now. My mind could change the way I was thinking in a healing way, my heart and emotions could apply the healing...

Well, I have to admit I am not doing well. I’ve hurt myself this whole weekend. I fought desperately not to act out last night. I did talk with the psychiatrist on call and he prescribed for me to...

I do not know where to post this...PTSD, MPD, SI....So I posted it everywhere!The last time I was like this on this forum I disappeared for 4 months, because I tried to kill myself and was...