JessicaChase

I posted this on the Self Injury Group, but I needed to post it here too just to log it in my journal.I fell into the same old trap. You would think after 6 months of not acting out would have...

 Ok...so here is the action of sleep walking and anger combined. I am so enjoying this...  I woke up this morning wondering if what I was remembering actually happened that night. It did...the...

For a few weeks now I’ve experienced some horrific memories and countless sleepless nights. I was given the opportunity to get away for a few days. What a blessing. I realized there is a whole big...

I was functioning on the maximum capacity for these past few weeks. I drew from every recourse I could just to get through the day, but when evening came I knew I was weak for the prey! However, my...

These restless frightening nights are starting to ware me down. My psychiatrist adjusted my meds agin on Monday. I get to see my counselor today maybe it will help. I'm working really hard trying not...

Usually when I dream there are nonsensical issues wrapped up in traumas of my life. I usually never know who’s dream it is nor have I ever switched in a dream, but last night was one of a...

I woke up early this morning. My sleep has been tiresome. I’m not having as many nightmares, but they are really strange.I wake up frequently wondering in the night thinking it’s time to get up....

Still here. A little tired, but breathing. Just want to send a hug to everybody. I may not journal much there is so much to write. Too much to make sense of it all. So, I'll just sign off with a...

Some times I hate having other personalities. Some of us could try to work while others are scared to death. I am hurting so badly financially I wish I knew what to do. I am so tired of me. Why do I...

The silence in the house is unusual. It has allowed my heart to seek God with silent words of conversation. The peace and rest I have entered into was so surprising. I even find my alters quiet too....

Since my sweet Chase has passed I find myself with a completely empty nest. I was not sure how I would adapt to this change in my life. I was uncertain how I would deal with my grief. With a heavy...

My precious loving Golden retriever passed away Friday. :( He was old and in pain it was his time. He has been through a lot with me. I had him since the day he was a pup. He lived for 12 years. He...

I am so relieved! Last night was the first night in a long time that I had no nightmares. I really started to worry about myself. I really appreciate everyones prayers. I finally have some hope when...

I woke up screaming out loud this morning. I am so tired of these nightmares. They are more frequent and terrorizing:( I just want to cry. I'm not sure how much longer I can tollerate it. Iam so...

I know this site can be intense at times. Many of us are struggling to survive, but have you ever found something so funny that it keeps you laughing all day? Well, I ran into this site and I am...