JessicaChase

I really love my psychiatrist. She's so encouraging and keeps me accountable. She trusts my judgements on certain meds and their reaction in my head. She know's when I'm in a bad place and has Baker...

The darkest secret about DID and PTSD is when your own family do not believe you and they no longer want to help you. My heart aches that my children hate me. The sad thing is I did not survive all...

God what do you want me to do? I am sad because my daughters boyfriend is here and they are sleeping together. I feel so aweqward. When she leaves what am I gonna do? I benefits end in December. I do...

Today is the 2nd day of the New Year. Some have made New years resolution...I used to, but every time I'd fail within 2 weeks. I know I should make some hopeful satement. My heart is aching. I feel...

Today is the anniversary of my first suicide attempted. I was living over seas and could no longer cope with the horrific sexual abuse memories from my childhood. My husband admitted me to the...

I'm tired of this thing called life. I want out of my head...DID, flash backs memories I'm so done. I did my job raised my kids to adulthood. Can I leave this earth now God. I  have lost all desire...

I stabbed myself last night. I feel like I will never over come the cutting and stabbing. I feel empty and hopeless!

I'm sad. I miss my grown children. My baby just enlisted and left for the Army. I'm proud of both my children and the choices they have made in life, but now I have to deal with me...all of us alone....

Some times at night I wake up and can't go back to sleep. I like that the world is slower and nobody interrupts me. But now I am getting sleepy. So, to all my faithful friends hang in there you are...

I need a hug!

Why couldn't my twin survive and not me. I'm a nobody with a history of abuse and attacks from the enemy. I would have given up years ago but I felt bad leaving my kids. They have no idea how much...

I really love my psychiatrist. She's so encouraging and keeps me accountable. She trusts my judgements on certain meds and their reaction in my head. She know's when I'm in a bad place and has Baker...

The darkest secret about DID and PTSD is when your own family do not believe you and they no longer want to help you. My heart aches that my children hate me. The sad thing is I did not survive all...

God what do you want me to do? I am sad because my daughters boyfriend is here and they are sleeping together. I feel so aweqward. When she leaves what am I gonna do? I benefits end in December. I do...

Today is the 2nd day of the New Year. Some have made New years resolution...I used to, but every time I'd fail within 2 weeks. I know I should make some hopeful satement. My heart is aching. I feel...