JessicaChase

There is a scripture verse in the Bible that says, "Be angry and sin not." Yup, that was me for while. I was never allowed to show any weakness in my emotions growing up. That included anger. So,...

Even my dreams are beginning to piss me off. Nothing seems to be positive lately. I just feel so angry and I'm not sure where it is coming from. Maybe I do and do not want to face it. I'm so sick of...

I am so tired of working on my stuff. I've been seeing a counselor for over 4 year straight. I just feel like I've had enough. I know I have a tone of things to work on still and I know that avoiding...

Have you ever known a time when you had to set a boundary with someone you love and they take such an offence to it? That is the situation with my sister. The problem is she may never get all that...

There are so many reasons that I do self harm. Some of us cut others disapear into other personalities and some suffer deep depression while others stuggle with addictions. There are different ways...

It has totally amazed me how talented your teeth can be Hahaha.I have not written for a while because it just takes so much time to type with one hand. However, I want to thank you all for your...

Tomorrow I am going into out patient hospital for a minor surgery procedure. I am not worried about the surgery. What I am worried about is being drugged. When I was abused during a satanic ritual...

Ever get so bumbarded with issues that you're left speechless? Well, that's what's going on with me right now. I know I have not written in a while. I've not been doing well. There is so much to talk...

What a tornado of a ride these past few days have been. I feel like "There's no place like home." Hahaha! Unfortunately, what I went through was actually very traumatic. Things kept coming up while...

Oh my gosh! I can not believe how God works...The situation with my sister and the letter I wrote to her also confronted the issue of her expressing hatered for my chidren. It must have convicted...

I think there is a lot more to breathing than the actual process. It's refreshing, comforting, restorative, peaceful, taking a moment to be in the moment and acknowledgement that I am alive right...

Oh! :( Why am I so awkward around people? Some how when I was a teen I just knew I would be alone in my adult life. My aloneness seems to be exaggerated since my daughter came. I do not know why. I...

Um...ya...um...my brain is exhausted! I've been living alone for so long I forgot what energy it requires to interact with others all day long! I must admit I had a whirl wind of emotions twirling in...

 I love listening to my daughter with all her adventures, accomplishments, struggles and joy, but most of all...My heart is smiling today as whispers of love fill the atmosphere in the silent...

I have to admit even though I am a little nervous about my daughters visit I am equally excited. We have not seen each other for a year. When she left I was so ill still. I was cutting all the time...