JessicaChase

"When you recover or discover something that nourishes your soul and brings joy, care enough about yourself to make room for it in your life!"Why does this statement make me so fearful? It has been a...

 All of us who suffer from mental illness can understand how our brains can go on many rabbit trails often times leading us into unsafe places triggering fear, worry and anxiety.This is how that...

"If we don't change we don't grow. If we don't grow, we aren't really living." This is really difficult for me to do. Any change, good or bad, freaks me out. Now I know why I never really felt alive.

"In the whole round of human affairs little is so fatal to peace as misunderstanding." 

Often times I respond to posts on this forum. Sometimes I re-post them here on my jurnal, because I need to be reminded of my positive insight when I am suffering.Being alone does not mean you are a...

 We may never understand the reason for our trials in life on this side of heaven, but I know through it all God has promised us to be partakers of His divine nature. (2 Peter 1:4). How? Having...

I think I am so used to the chaos that dysfunctional relationships bring, so a healthy one is uncomfortably weird. What’s worse? Those who liked you better as an unhealthy toy to control or having...

I am at a very strange place right now. It seems that I can not stay on this site for long any more it just triggers too much stuff and depresses me. I thank everyone for your in put and...

I have found myself lost in the newness of having adult children. I have found that even though they seem like mature people they still have a childlike heart with their parents. Therefore, the...

I shared this in the Multiple Personalities group and realized that it belongs in my journal. One of the members was sharing about her faithful friend and asked if anyone else had a faithful friend....

Without going into too much information... I just wanted to let my friends know I'm ok, just processing a lot of changes. Hope everyone is well!Hugs!Jessy

it's now 2:57 am and I'm afraid to go back to sleep again. I had such a horrible dream. I try to wake me up in it know that it is a dream, but I dream I do wake me up, but the trment continues. So,...

I just could not fight it anymore. I've been under so much stress and the night terrors have gotten worse. Body memories consume me as I lay in bed at night before I go to sleep. I'm sad to say I...

Well, I'm back. I disappeared for a while there because I was switching a lot. I know that the last journal had expressed such joy about my son coming to see me in August. I am still excited....

I think I have mentioned many times the frustration of my relationships with my children and how heart breaking it has for me at times due to the damage done while I was severly mentally unstable....