featherwolf09

Ever since writing that other journal, I've been doing alot better. I sometimes have bad days, but most of the time I have good ones. I'm glad I have an amazing bf that still loves me after stupid...

I feel like alot of my journals have been just me ranting about the same thing. How difficult of a time I'm having with my depression or anxiety problems. I don't even know if typing this out is...

The way I feel just about everyday, 98% of the time, I just feel terrible. Basically, I can be having a great time and then for no reason be upset. I can be watching tv, drawing, or doing something...

Roar!!! IDK what to do. I would get help if I had the money to. I'm paying for other things and have no left over money because the current job I have doesn't pay me shit. I'd get more hours  to get...

IDK what to do. I can't tell if some issues are because of me and my outlook on people from past experiences I've had. Or if it's actually because of the other person. Basically, I just get...

This is mainly about people I've met on this website and I have talked to. Basically, I'm not as active on here as I used to be. So, I may be gone for a month or 2 at a time. But, I'll usually come...

I think I've been doing better with taking care of my body. Just need to get more sunlight and sleep well and take my vitamin. If I don't do all those things, then I won't be ok. But, it's pretty...

I don't understand why I can't have another nice day. I feel horrible and terrible for no reason and just cry alot. Sometimes this lasts for a day or a month or a week or an hour. I'm really tired of...

I was happy yesterday with my boyfriend when we were spending time together. He's a really great boyfriend and helped me so much even when we were just friends. He stays with me even when I do...

I'm gonna start writing the specific issues that I have going on with myself. First of all, I always try to make sure I can get away from drama as much as I can. I've stopped talking to people who...

I think it'll be a nice time to write this before I go to work.I got a job and I really really need it. I wasn't doing my best yesterday because of my random moods changing alot that day. But, I...

So, first I know I have this depression problem. It's like I'm constantly rebuilding a wall, all day every day. I don't know how my emotions will be in the next 5 seconds and that's the scary thing....

Well I got a job again at McDonalds. I basically work at the drive thru or take orders at the front counter. I also make the McCafe drinks, Milkshakes, McFluries, and Smoothies. So, usually I ask to...

I still don't feel that great. I'm a very happy person and I really do like myself alot. I just feel like when I feel really depressed, that depression feeling locks my usually happy self away. Then,...

I realize that I have to keep myself busy so I won't think about this depression so much. Last month I was ok most of the time because I was playing videogames, drawing, going outside, and talking to...