featherwolf09

Right now I feel like the worst person in the world. I just feel useless and worthless even more than I have been. I try not to think that way and I try to just ignore my feelings. But, I'm so fuckin...

I feel horrible right now and I have no idea why. I woke up and had a nice day. No one bothered me or made me upset. I was feeling pretty good earlier in the week and right now I just feel horrible....

I have sorta been trying to take care of my body. But, sometimes it's too much and sometimes I just don't feel like it or can't because the pain in my legs is too much sometimes. I've been having...

I finished my first semester of college 13 days ago. It was really difficult and I have to repeat a class. That really sux. I'll have a few more classes for maybe the first month of next semester....

I actually had a little time to talk to my boyfriend yesterday and we really miss each other. I missed him all day on Christmas and wish that I was just around him all day instead of being around my...

I think I've been getting better with these moods I've been having. I guess I just had to get used to the pills I'm taking. My body is sorta used to it by now I think. It's only been a month. These...

I woke up today and I didn't want to. I was trying to sleep in all day to avoid all my pain. But, I can't go back to sleep now. I'm just really lonely now. I feel alone all the time now. No one to be...

I'm tired of this feeling. I'm tired of feeling like I'm a piece of shit. I'm tired of people not taking my side in anything. I'm tired of just people not accepting how I am. I'm not a rude person at...

It's almost time for final exams. I have to take my math and my business class exams and that's it. I have to repeat my English class still because I missed one paper and that sucks because that's...

I woke up this morning already feeling pissed at the world and everything. Probably because I stayed up all night and only got 3 hours of sleep. I can't go back to sleep. But, usually I don't feel...

Ok now I am writing about what's happening now. I can't get rest from my mind. I was prepared to face this. I was prepared to actually feel better. But, that didn't happen.I feel like shit right now....

I can't control my brain. I keep getting these feelings constantly. In 2 seconds I feel sad, depressed, terrible, wanting to hurt myself, lightheaded, feel like im gonna throw up, and theres...

I keep writing journals. But, writing these is keeping me from not hurting myself. I just write down how I feel and it helps most of the time. I'm just crying so much right now and just don't know...

This is tireing me out all the time. I take these pills that have nothing to do with depression and a side effect is that it effects my depression. It makes me more depressed than I usually am and no...

I feel traped in my own mind most of the time. I'm tired of all these people not caring. I'm tired of my own mind not caring. My body is about to collapse and give up on itself because of all the...