featherwolf09

Been trying to be happy. I was really happy with that last journal entry and after that day I haven't been able to get happy at all really. I feel horrible and terrible and I feel like the worst...

I've been feeling really happy for the past couple of days. Usually my depression is manageable, but in the winter months it's a lot worse. But, winter is almost over here. It never really snowed...

I feel like my memory is getting worse and worse everyday. At first I thought I was just imagining it. But, I  can't remember what I'm doing as I'm doing it and it's getting worse and worse.It feels...

Been trying to calm myself down. Nothings working anymore. Music only works half the time and I can't really move around much. I always feel all alone and like no one cares about me at all. I hate...

I've been trying to finish my 2nd semester. I've just been having trouble organizing myself. I'm usually pretty organized. Last semester was good because I was keeping everything organized. Nothing...

I want to get better but I'm just all over the place on where to start bettering myself. So, I think the main thing I should do first is to change how I view myself. That's where many of my problems...

Finally after having nightmares for 4 days in a row and only getting 5 hours of sleep. I didn't have a nightmare last night. It's horrible and only got worse and worse. I hope they don't come back.If...

I feel horrible right now. I have no idea why. I hate this so much. I hate myself so much. I might just train myself to be an unemotional person because being an emotional person just makes things...

I keep having nightmares about things that happened to me a while ago when I was a little kid. I was around one of my mom's ex's and  he abused me physically, mentally, emotionally, and sexually...

I feel really relaxed right now. I really don't know what to do with myself when I'm relaxed. I'm so used to being anxious and everything. Just used to having to defend every inch of myself from...

I'm wondering about people. Not that I don't like people. People who have a kind nature are starting to act rude and mean. Just because they see other people doing it or because people push them too...

I've been more aware of my emotions today and it's been going pretty well. What I mean is that I'm not being too emotional but not being too unemotional. It was a nice balance. But, I had to just get...

I feel a bit better today because I'm trying really hard to just take control of my emotions by myself. They're all over the place all the time and I just need to get them in control. I've been worse...

I feel horrible right now. I was just happy 5 minutes ago and nothing happened. I'm watching tv and I'm watching a show that I enjoy. I love watching House and there's always a marathon of House...

I hate my depression so much. It sneaks up on me all the time everyday 24/7. I don't know what else to do about it. Talking about it works, but sometimes it doesn't. I try to get people to understand...