featherwolf09

Today I will try to make a little time for myself instead of just talking to everyone and being around everyone all the time. I used to make time for myself and then I entered college and then I...

I feel really good about myself today and I'm trying to let my body and my mind embrace it. It feels really good. It feels all warm and nice. I like this feeling. I haven't felt the feeling of me...

I know that I'm gonna fail one class and I have to retake it. Oh well. I'll just have to do it. I know that I need to finish this. IDK if I'll be able to though. Oh well. I'll just have to try and...

I'm thinking of just doing things I enjoy. I know that's common sense to some people and I know that I should do it. I just realized that I've been away from things I enjoy. Like drawing, video...

I know I'm trying my hardest with all of this. I'm actually not trying to get the bad thoughts to control me anymore. I want them to go away. But, they keep attacking me. Like it's an addiction, my...

Yesterday I had to go to a church event. People were thanking me, giving me compliments, and I was thanking people also. I felt good about myself and I felt comfortable. When someone gave me a...

I think that the first thing I should work on is compliments. The little things is what I have to work with first. Compliments that people give me is a start. I'll just think it through and accept it...

I'm trying to change the way I think and it is really wearing me down. My mind in in war with itself telling me the good and bad things about myself. Just tearing itself apart and attacking each...

I want to move ahead, but there's another side of myself that is pushing me back. I'm going to try to go ahead and change my way of thinking. It just doesn't feel like I get any kind of support...

Well I just realized what I have to do to get thorugh this life. It isn't to give up or anything like i've been doing. I guess I tricked myself into thinking that I was trying. But, I haven't ben...

I am making it through this college. I don't know if I will finish the semseter or apply for another semester. I can't do anything else really. I can't work or drive or anything. The skills I have...

I'm tired of going through the same shit every year. I'm tired of going through the same shit everyday. I'm tired of all these people saying that they love me when they never do. They either stop...

I am tired of this feeling. It's not getting any better. I feel like I will always feel this way for the rest of my life. I am really depressed and I just wish I wasn't. It feels like there's 2 sides...

I keep venting and rambling on about how much I hate this feeling I have. But, I really do hate this feeling I have. It's really disabling and I feel like I'll never get over it. I feel like people...

I feel like I'll never get help for this feeling that I always feel. I'm probably only happy one day out of the week and it's only for a short time. I really don't know what to do most of the time....