featherwolf09

I am starting to get a headache from all this shit my mind keeps bringing me. I don't hear multiple voices or anything like that. It's just the depressive side of my mind trying to take over. It's...

I basically have 4 days to finish all of my work. I know that doing the english essey is a waste of time because even if I get an A on the paper, it would not be enough to pass the class. So, I just...

I think I'm getting better with the compliments. I've been accepting compliments and trying to hard to not push them away from me and back on to people. I've just been trying to get used to...

I've been making time to do things that I love to do. Especially playing video games. I really need to finish alot of games I have. So, that's what I'll try to do. Just to make some time for myself...

I've been trying to get in the hang of taking care of my body. I have been getting upset and using different ways to deal with it. Instead of litterally beating myself up or harming my body in some...

Today I will try to make a little time for myself instead of just talking to everyone and being around everyone all the time. I used to make time for myself and then I entered college and then I...

I feel really good about myself today and I'm trying to let my body and my mind embrace it. It feels really good. It feels all warm and nice. I like this feeling. I haven't felt the feeling of me...

I know that I'm gonna fail one class and I have to retake it. Oh well. I'll just have to do it. I know that I need to finish this. IDK if I'll be able to though. Oh well. I'll just have to try and...

I'm thinking of just doing things I enjoy. I know that's common sense to some people and I know that I should do it. I just realized that I've been away from things I enjoy. Like drawing, video...

I know I'm trying my hardest with all of this. I'm actually not trying to get the bad thoughts to control me anymore. I want them to go away. But, they keep attacking me. Like it's an addiction, my...

Yesterday I had to go to a church event. People were thanking me, giving me compliments, and I was thanking people also. I felt good about myself and I felt comfortable. When someone gave me a...

I think that the first thing I should work on is compliments. The little things is what I have to work with first. Compliments that people give me is a start. I'll just think it through and accept it...

I'm trying to change the way I think and it is really wearing me down. My mind in in war with itself telling me the good and bad things about myself. Just tearing itself apart and attacking each...

I want to move ahead, but there's another side of myself that is pushing me back. I'm going to try to go ahead and change my way of thinking. It just doesn't feel like I get any kind of support...

Well I just realized what I have to do to get thorugh this life. It isn't to give up or anything like i've been doing. I guess I tricked myself into thinking that I was trying. But, I haven't ben...