featherwolf09

I think I've been getting better with these moods I've been having. I guess I just had to get used to the pills I'm taking. My body is sorta used to it by now I think. It's only been a month. These...

I woke up today and I didn't want to. I was trying to sleep in all day to avoid all my pain. But, I can't go back to sleep now. I'm just really lonely now. I feel alone all the time now. No one to be...

I'm tired of this feeling. I'm tired of feeling like I'm a piece of shit. I'm tired of people not taking my side in anything. I'm tired of just people not accepting how I am. I'm not a rude person at...

It's almost time for final exams. I have to take my math and my business class exams and that's it. I have to repeat my English class still because I missed one paper and that sucks because that's...

I woke up this morning already feeling pissed at the world and everything. Probably because I stayed up all night and only got 3 hours of sleep. I can't go back to sleep. But, usually I don't feel...

Ok now I am writing about what's happening now. I can't get rest from my mind. I was prepared to face this. I was prepared to actually feel better. But, that didn't happen.I feel like shit right now....

I can't control my brain. I keep getting these feelings constantly. In 2 seconds I feel sad, depressed, terrible, wanting to hurt myself, lightheaded, feel like im gonna throw up, and theres...

I keep writing journals. But, writing these is keeping me from not hurting myself. I just write down how I feel and it helps most of the time. I'm just crying so much right now and just don't know...

This is tireing me out all the time. I take these pills that have nothing to do with depression and a side effect is that it effects my depression. It makes me more depressed than I usually am and no...

I feel traped in my own mind most of the time. I'm tired of all these people not caring. I'm tired of my own mind not caring. My body is about to collapse and give up on itself because of all the...

I am starting to get a headache from all this shit my mind keeps bringing me. I don't hear multiple voices or anything like that. It's just the depressive side of my mind trying to take over. It's...

I basically have 4 days to finish all of my work. I know that doing the english essey is a waste of time because even if I get an A on the paper, it would not be enough to pass the class. So, I just...

I think I'm getting better with the compliments. I've been accepting compliments and trying to hard to not push them away from me and back on to people. I've just been trying to get used to...

I've been making time to do things that I love to do. Especially playing video games. I really need to finish alot of games I have. So, that's what I'll try to do. Just to make some time for myself...

I've been trying to get in the hang of taking care of my body. I have been getting upset and using different ways to deal with it. Instead of litterally beating myself up or harming my body in some...