featherwolf09

I am making it through this college. I don't know if I will finish the semseter or apply for another semester. I can't do anything else really. I can't work or drive or anything. The skills I have...

I'm tired of going through the same shit every year. I'm tired of going through the same shit everyday. I'm tired of all these people saying that they love me when they never do. They either stop...

I am tired of this feeling. It's not getting any better. I feel like I will always feel this way for the rest of my life. I am really depressed and I just wish I wasn't. It feels like there's 2 sides...

I keep venting and rambling on about how much I hate this feeling I have. But, I really do hate this feeling I have. It's really disabling and I feel like I'll never get over it. I feel like people...

I feel like I'll never get help for this feeling that I always feel. I'm probably only happy one day out of the week and it's only for a short time. I really don't know what to do most of the time....

I'm still going to this college and it is hard and a little stressful to do all the work on time. But, I hope I can finish the semester without failing and especially without dropping out. I failed...

I finished this goal. I only beat myself up a few times. Not as bad as I usually do. I haven't been hurting myself within the last week so I guess it's sort of going away. I hope it is because I...

Well I finished and have the 5 things about me. It sort of helped me with things. I know there are good things about me. I just really don't know how to not be sad I guess that's my main problem. I...

I feel really good right now because of my boyfriend. Without him I would probably be lost and even more depressed. Actually, I know that I would be and I'm just so thankful that I have a person that...

I changed it to writing 5 things instead of 100. 100 things seemed like too much. But, I still have problems and stuff writing this. Maybe I should just change the goal to something else. Idk. I'm...

I hurt myself a lot today. Well not severely. But, I got mad at myself a lot and hit my hand against the headboard of my bed. That is a strong wooden headboard and I made my hand red and in pain....

Today I was happy for a while and then I got sad. I felt weird when I was happy like I didn't know what to do. So, I just went back to the corner in my mind and just curl up and not come out. I...

Today I punched myself a lot. Usually I just punch myself in the legs a few times then get over it in a second. But, today i punched myself a lot in the chest and stomach. I tried not to do it hard...

I am not feeling so well right now. I attack myself but it's like my body is against me. I fell trapped and scared a lot of times and just want a way out. But, there is no way out. There never is a...

Hey, I got pretty upset today and disagreed with some things people said and everything and I didn't hurt myself at all. I really wanted to punch myself or harm myself in some way. But, I didn't and...