featherwolf09

Why do I even bother trying to make new friends still? They just hurt me in the end. I just went through this pain months ago and now I'm going through it again. Me thinking a friend hates me. They...

It's really hard for me to believe that people actually care about me. Lately so many close friends of mine and people who I've been talkin to for years or for at least daily for a year or more than...

Wow, it's only been about 2 months since I wrote my last journal. I feel like I'm more of a nervous wreck than I was near the beginning of the year. I know my brain is slowly getting worse though....

Was talking to my boyfriend the other day to make him understand why I'm so independent.I said that I'm mainly very independent because when I was a young kid, even tho I lived with my mom, brother,...

The good about last year:I got a new and better retail job. The pay is slightly better, but the job itself is better than working at any food based job. I got to see my bf after a year and had the...

Basically, my year last year was pretty bad.There were some good parts, but it was mostly full of stress, depression, anxiety, toxic people, and false friendships. January I was working at a retail...

I use this website often to write journals. The journals are mainly for me to read and I usually check them again to see if anyone comments on them. I also reply to most of the comments too. I might...

I like how my last journal was about trusting people. I keep trying to build friendships and relationships and it all seems to blow back in my face. I don't just choose a person I randomly met a few...

My mom used to have an ex boyfriend who she previously dated before I was born. After my mom broke up with one guy, she went to him. This guy was nice to me and my siblings, took me to amusement...

My brain has been going thru so much pain and stress for the last 3 weeks. I couldnt eat, had a hard time sleeping, almost wanted to quit my job, couldnt play video games, watch my tv shows, or do...

June was an alright month. Nothing too stressful happened to me. Just been working and doing art and that's really it. But, in July there were a few people who I thought were my friends who ended up...

Well, I guess its about that time. Where I realize who to distance myself from because of how toxic they are.  There's this one girl, her name is Jenn, and she's a terrible person. She not only was...

It's been a bit since I've written anything. Anyway, I just got a new job at a small retail store about 15 mins from my house. It's really interesting because the people seem reasonable. They don't...

Wow, the last time I wrote anything was in July of 2014. I've been sort of busy since then, but I'l try to sum it up.In May 2014, I got a job working at a gas station deli. That was worse than...

June was a weird month for me. I try to at least write one journal a month on here.My depression seems to be getting worse since my last journal. I felt like I was making alot of progress, but I...