featherwolf09

I want to get better but I'm just all over the place on where to start bettering myself. So, I think the main thing I should do first is to change how I view myself. That's where many of my problems...

Finally after having nightmares for 4 days in a row and only getting 5 hours of sleep. I didn't have a nightmare last night. It's horrible and only got worse and worse. I hope they don't come back.If...

I feel horrible right now. I have no idea why. I hate this so much. I hate myself so much. I might just train myself to be an unemotional person because being an emotional person just makes things...

I keep having nightmares about things that happened to me a while ago when I was a little kid. I was around one of my mom's ex's and  he abused me physically, mentally, emotionally, and sexually...

I feel really relaxed right now. I really don't know what to do with myself when I'm relaxed. I'm so used to being anxious and everything. Just used to having to defend every inch of myself from...

I'm wondering about people. Not that I don't like people. People who have a kind nature are starting to act rude and mean. Just because they see other people doing it or because people push them too...

I've been more aware of my emotions today and it's been going pretty well. What I mean is that I'm not being too emotional but not being too unemotional. It was a nice balance. But, I had to just get...

I feel a bit better today because I'm trying really hard to just take control of my emotions by myself. They're all over the place all the time and I just need to get them in control. I've been worse...

I feel horrible right now. I was just happy 5 minutes ago and nothing happened. I'm watching tv and I'm watching a show that I enjoy. I love watching House and there's always a marathon of House...

I hate my depression so much. It sneaks up on me all the time everyday 24/7. I don't know what else to do about it. Talking about it works, but sometimes it doesn't. I try to get people to understand...

Right now I feel like the worst person in the world. I just feel useless and worthless even more than I have been. I try not to think that way and I try to just ignore my feelings. But, I'm so fuckin...

I feel horrible right now and I have no idea why. I woke up and had a nice day. No one bothered me or made me upset. I was feeling pretty good earlier in the week and right now I just feel horrible....

I have sorta been trying to take care of my body. But, sometimes it's too much and sometimes I just don't feel like it or can't because the pain in my legs is too much sometimes. I've been having...

I finished my first semester of college 13 days ago. It was really difficult and I have to repeat a class. That really sux. I'll have a few more classes for maybe the first month of next semester....

I actually had a little time to talk to my boyfriend yesterday and we really miss each other. I missed him all day on Christmas and wish that I was just around him all day instead of being around my...