I gotta do somethin.

I realize that I have to keep myself busy so I won't think about this depression so much. Last month I was ok most of the time because I was playing videogames, drawing, going outside, and talking to people. This month I stopped alot of that and I've been even more depressed.
Even though I'll still be in constant pain, at least there's something to make me not think about it much anymore. So, I'll just never stop doing something I guess. If that's what it takes to not be so depressed, then I'll do it. Because this is horrible to deal with.