Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.
Okay, so during my second breakdown I became delusional about my husband's friend/son's godfather. I asked him to have sex with me while I was having a weird reaction to antidepressants. He yelled at me, apparently told mutual friends about it, brutal rejection etc.
He soon after became serious with a woman. Anyway, I ended up overdosing in January and May 2007 as my breakdown progressed. He and his wife ate out and came over a few times while I was in crisis. It's kind of blurry, I noted sometimes the wife was cold and silent. I found out later that the only reason they had been nice is because when Bob (not his real name) came to visit me in the psych ward after overdosing, it was really to complain to my husband about me coming on to him months before. Then they sat and talked to me like they were concerned, it makes me feel violated.
Anyway, this whole thing ended badly with harsh emails and hurt feelings. I have recovered & rebuilt my life and immersed myself in church. But I just saw a post on Facebook a couple of days ago, my friend at church is friends with the wife. I feel like she will probably talk about me. I am not going to do anything about this , but just felt upset.
He soon after became serious with a woman. Anyway, I ended up overdosing in January and May 2007 as my breakdown progressed. He and his wife ate out and came over a few times while I was in crisis. It's kind of blurry, I noted sometimes the wife was cold and silent. I found out later that the only reason they had been nice is because when Bob (not his real name) came to visit me in the psych ward after overdosing, it was really to complain to my husband about me coming on to him months before. Then they sat and talked to me like they were concerned, it makes me feel violated.
Anyway, this whole thing ended badly with harsh emails and hurt feelings. I have recovered & rebuilt my life and immersed myself in church. But I just saw a post on Facebook a couple of days ago, my friend at church is friends with the wife. I feel like she will probably talk about me. I am not going to do anything about this , but just felt upset.
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The weeks seem to fly by!Happy Saturday to everyoneI hope that the weekend brings some chill time and barbecuesDoes it take others what seems like forever to add a comment on the boards?I'm okay everywhere else except boards..Everywhere else adds normally but it's annoyingly slow!Have a great Saturday and do something nice for you!!Big hug...xo
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I'm feeling down,, and got alot on my mind right now. I got grief going on, on top my depression and anxiety and now I got to worry about somewhere to live since I can't afford living here since my mom passed. So many bad things have happened since my mom passed. One thing after another it seems. Yesterday our fence fell from a storm that hit, had to call someone to prop it up. Thank...
I don't have a facebook account now - I only set one up when my late wife did.
That I can't close my dead wife's account only deactivate it - despite sending them a copy of her death certificate, cannot close only deactivate my own account is something that disturbs me. I believe it is wrong.
Take a deep breath and treat yourself gently.... You deserve what is good ds..... Be kind to you...xo
As a business owner I need to maintain a presence on social media as my target group is age 18 to 35. It does get bothersome to see some of the posts but none more so than those posted by personal friends and family. I do not engage them on the network though as one thing I have learned is not everyone is a born writer.
from texting to twitter and FB most people just can not relay the true emotion of their thoughts through written word,. So for me it is by phone or face to face or nothing at all.