at the moment i'm not feeling as bad as i was my last entry...but i still feel like crap...i just wish i had monday over with and then maybe my moods would settle down...it's all i can do to hang on and not give in...was on the verge of giving in but God knew I needed intervention so He provided it last night at the right second I needed it...right now i'm just taking it a little bit at a time...just had breakfast...or some of it anyway...dumped the rest of the cereal in the garbage...it was gross...still have some applesauce and yogurt to eat but not really hungry at the moment...  Took my meds...first day on 40mg.The pain is still there but it seems more manageable so far today.  Just took some ibuprofen so that should take away some of the pain.  Not going to the ER at this point...it doesn't seem quite as bad as yesterday.I'm hiding in my room today...my roommate is home and her dad is here.  They're doing some plumbing.  I don't feel like being social today.  I was invited to go out today but just can't bring myself to be with people.  *shrugs* I feel like crawling under the covers and never coming out again.  I'll let myself have a sulky day...but tomorrow hopefully will be better.  We'll see.